She is just that ... inconvincable, stubborn and loyal

Well you only need the light when it's burning low 
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow 
Only know you love her when you let her go 
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low 
Only hate the road when you're missing home 
Only know you love her when you let her go 
And you let her go 

Staring at the bottom of your glass 
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last 
But dreams come slow and they go so fast 
You see her when you close your eyes 
Maybe one day you'll understand why 
Everything you touch surely dies 

Passenger: Let her go

Had a dinner over and try to talk about nonsense and I start to realize what that fuckin professor says
you have to keep your eyes open and see how people works, it is like you are travelling to Mars.. it is a place where you don't know anything about. Yah and what my maid has told stories about her troubled times when she first arrived in Hong Kong shouting for help from Mum to save her from this unknown devil, with hunger agents exploiting every bits of the salary, deceiving households and masters when their product is "not up to par". Is that how the way business works? work in packaging things superficially rather than selling the qualities behind those products. When the society is sick that they were stressing on the money currency system isn't that sad. It would such be a utopian where the world is full of idealogy with people sharing the same philosophy, creativity, innovation, that's hold hands to show our disapprove to the conspiracy of power, greed, control and all those devils to cause the endless suffering and miseries. Yeah so why setting the divine between noble and normal people? How much time I have been spending over to climb the invisible social ladder by striking a conversation with all other weird, wicked, chilled and offensive people on the net. WHile missing out the time to look at the little girl with a strong heart that told me a bit about her linkage to the family, "even when I get married, my husband got to accept that I must stay with my family, until their death. I don't want to dumb them by saying that I will live an independent life. So I am gonna stay with them forever, staying by their side when its their death. If my husband doesn't agree with me, he got to choose to leave me. For else I would choose anyone else to help me to be faithful to my family value, it doesn't matter if they are poor, as long as their soul is great. She is also trying to make use of that joy and pleasure in taking care of her family in her job, she was teaching how grandparents should act, at the same time drilling her skills in cooking. Paying effort in what she does despite she has to admit she made mistakes at times. That had been a dark time when we both don't want to revisit, but " why dragging on the past? just focus on your footsteps at this moment." This is probably the best line ever. Only miss her spirit when you let her go. So all these little talks, makes the homework procrastination much more worth. And tonight 's gathering as well ha