Bittersweet symphony

So it has really been a while that I didn't do anything to get to know my bipolar
Started a group "Life is what you make it"
Created a community of friends in couchsurfing
Decided on a 50mm lens
Passed the teaching practice
Finished most of my acamdemic work
Meet new faces

Draw when I am not in my mood (or sometimes the emptiness after you meet your friends)
When you meet interesting people and you thought you would never be sb like them
No matter how hard you try to find the "you", it is like throwing a stone is a well.
All dark without any signs of hope. Just heard the echo of the splash when it touches the water.
And then it sink to the very bottom.
Of course you can try to raise the stone, but then you have to pull down a bucket of water and get the stone.
And perhaps there are other stones watching me sink
but done is my tribe.

The next thing to do include some quotes and do it in your life.
How to push one's boundary
Think of every day is a new day and welcome transformations.
The advantage of positive approach to life is that it automatically defines her experiences in a way that allows her to take even "bad developments" and turn them into valuable lessons. Positivity diminishes or eliminates fears we might have about negative outcomes: since everything is a learning experience, nothing can go wrong. This in turn frees us emotionally and mentally to make a contribution to the greater good. Free of cynicism, sarcasm, and harsh judgements, we are buoyed by our enthusiasm, which allows us and those around us to experience flow at exhilarating levels.