"Hong Kong people are cold"

That's what I overheard from a conversation at HKIEd.
An innocent side told me not to believe it,
yet experience and "logic" told me how "ambitious" people are,
they are keeping things to themselves rather than trusting and helping each other out.
Human are selfish ad they welcome things and people that are beneficial to them.

I went to HKIEd for collecting my literature assignment.
It sucks.. not matter what grade I get I am not satisfied.
Being good is simply not enough.

Same for the weakness for classroom management, the supervision on Thursday.
Just thinking of me make me feel headache.
Fuck who invented to write a lesson plan each day? Plus the extra work from the courses.
Plus the reflective journal.

:'( I already don't have a good connection with my alma mater, including my current university.
While most of my work I have been trying to accomplish is the external expectations.
Where is my inner ego, let it out. And the false ego would no longer cover my inner desire.
When I finally reach an age to have a career, I finally realized so far what I have learnt at school are just theories, they are way far more close to the reality. And I am so green that I have not encountered most of the situation. I do take a longer period of time (most of the time I/people around me just stressed myself out) to adapt to the new environment. A part of me is very innocent but I know that it is not easily changable and  I don't feel like changing it now.

What doesn't kill you make you feel stronger? I came across Tim Taylor on the corridor yet I have an urge to ask why I was appointed to this school.

They say if you are from a low social class, your path to success is much harder. That's comforting as it is said by one of the richest woman on the world-J.K. Rowling.