Sometimes I do feel tired

There are time when the silver linings are just disappeared, when all the passion, the determination for recovery, eager to fuel up my energy tank for self improvement, academic knowledge and .. meeting the deadlines.Suddenly you feel you all the things you are trying very hard to hold on to are .. useless.
That doesn't count in the life I wanted.
unfriendly things, people and a pile of dull boring work
I don't feel myself creative anymore
in a school setting doesn't care.
When students only play computer games.
Isn't it sad? When games, media entertainment everywhere
entertainment is never to be taken seriously as it kills time
instead of searching for truer and deeper meaning in life.
That sucks.
You can basically assess the school's organization by the tidiness of the pantry.