When someone doesn't satisfy your need when you are small, they never will.

I am not trying to be a good person

but I guess there are times that I really am sick of being at home

but my bad tantrum is not getting me anywhere.

Remember there is one person telling me not to be a good person

as they happen to let everyone unhappy at the end.

Honestly, I hope mum is the lady that is competent 

and can handle things properly and get things and people in good shape

unfortunately she is too burdened

She tried to explain, "communicate"

(yet nobody cares...)

But her innocent mind and will power is not strong enough.

Who cares to lend a helping hand?

There must be a gentleman waiting to turn up in my life .

And one day I am mature enough to set up fence 

to all those unwelcomed.

Mum I love you, 

but I have to leave my home. 

I am the misfit and one day

I would be achieving with my vision mission clearly.

* It is a pain in the ass to see people I hate liking every status I have.

*Emotions have their use

* Some say they should go through all the childhood traumas to heal.

Thanks Huang Man Kei Mendy

for suffering. You ought to work much harder everyday.