Make it mine

I am so excited now!

Feel like have made a milestone ...

for handing my application for exchange to universities in Europe (Sweden, Denmark and Germany)

Here I come...... :3

This time, I made my own choice,

decide my own fate,

I know it is risky for me as my classmates have all graduated and finding a job already

yet I decided to let my soul go for a trip, to explore the beauty in things,

to get lost. even in a place that I have never been to, nor heard of.

I have fantasy about all those romantic places, romantic people, romantic views,

good education, free willed students and high self autonomy students.

At the same time to reflect on my life in Hong Kong, 

to learn to take good care of myself and be good to people and stay happy and stay strong!

I know it is risky but I am lucky enough to hold belief to love what I do and do what I love.

So I chose the defer one semester of my study rather than holding regret for myself and wondering what is truly meaningful in what I have learnt.

"It is not the years of life you have, but the live in your years!"

YOLO

No matter what concerns there are, think of them as something to challenge yourself

and get prepared to fight, to speak up for yourself and don't regret.

I am living it up.

Feeling very complicated as I have never thought of really "leaving home for like half year"

and to purchase some studies that might be what I want to do in the future, design, arts, films, media, literature? They all seems very nice to me. So why do I need to chase after other's goal if that's not what I am really focusing on. Please don't live in dogma anymore,

go to see the world with your pair of glasses.

It is very interesting that I have been really going through a lot to break through my own wall and to actually seek for help through I did consider a lot before I open my mouth. 

What I lack is fath in myself and the strong will to prove myself to be correct rather than to 

"confirm you are clever or doing it right"

So don't be afraid to stand out from others.

Because everyone deserve to be happy and optimistic and courageous in what they believe in.

Have a believe and value in making the world a better place.

That's what you need to focus on.

Devote yourself 

your time

until the candle lights was blown away.

Don't settle if you haven't found it.

Stay hungry stay foolish.