I am a little bit tired to ramble too long here. Even though right now my brain is filled with the details of the hike, the most significant ones are my headache from heatstroke, wounded ankles and half paralysed legs. I also admire my persistance throughout the trail and my urge for photography even when I can't stand still nor stay at peace with all the mental burdens like school, relationship, work etc.
Yet the beauty and familiarity in the nature boost my desire to move on, not to lag behind though it was mostly the case, when I was not ready for a steep, demanding hike. Meet some interesting people on couchsurfing and so far the experience is nice if I don't put all the blames on myself when I can't sort the discreprancies between my expectation and the reality. I need a day with a relaxing morning with books, movies, anything that doesn't demand working memories. But just sit there think about life, reflecting on my emotions. That's all good. My friend told me to award myself when I made an attempt. Right now I want a relaxed mind where creative grows and attracts more and more knowledge, like an organic tree. Everyday, treasure the moments and make the right choice.
I want an exchange in an Arts school.
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